Having a perfect balance life is what you need to live it’s a part between heaven and earth, you don’t have too much God neither you don’t have to be too much selfish otherwise life will be crazy and it will hurt you at some point. And it’s totally Okay to lose your balance in life for something you love maybe it’s only a part of balance life. It’s okay to feel loved again and it’s also okay to be broken and shine don’t wait for someone to forgive you, it’s all matter when you forgive yourself I did so you can.